Good Bye Cinder.

Yesterday we said goodbye to a family member. Cinder was taken to the vet after not "acting" herself for a few days. The vet found that Cinder had cancer on her spleen and liver. They offered us surgery and chemo but even with that they only gave her 3 months to live and said she had less than a 50% chance of making it thru surgery. This was the hardest thing we have ever had to do, but Aaron and I decided the best thing to do for Cinder was to let her go peacefully.

I know in my heart she is at peace and is no longer hurting, but the hurt that is in my heart and chest is so big I wish we could've waited a little longer. She was the best dog/friend/companion anyone could ever ask for. The world will be missing a GREAT soul. I wish life wasn't so unfair. I wish our furry kids could stay with us forever.

Cinder has gone through everything with us. She was 12 years old and saw us get married, have Alida and move more than 6 times. She stood by us in every triumph and victory and was there for me everytime Aaron had to leave. She has slept by my side for the last 12 years. Last night my bed never felt so big and empty. She will truly be missed.

Rest in peace Cinder. We love and miss you.